Listening to the Universe: My Life Shift

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When I look back, it feels like just a random day where I felt my whole life shift. 

Such a profound shift yet so subtle that I didn't even notice it at that time.

It was like, all of a sudden, I could feel the universe talking to me in its own quiet ways — showing me that it was listening. I’m not saying all my prayers suddenly got answered; it just felt like I was finally connecting to the universe, or at least finally allowing myself to listen.

I can only attribute it to my surrender to the universe. It's not like the universe decided to suddenly show me love, but only I who finally decided to listen. 

(Image created by Chat GPT)

I feel like life, in general, is an illusion of choice. We don’t really have control over what happens. The only thing we can control is how we respond to the things that happen to or around us. If it’s meant to be, it’s meant to be.

Looking back on my life, nothing ever happened exactly the way I planned it. In fact, it’s turning out to be far from what I thought it would be — which in itself feels like a blessing, because I couldn’t have planned it better than how it has turned out. The universe gives me what it knows I need, and not necessarily what I want. My duty is simply to surrender to the outcome and go where it takes me.

If you had asked my younger self whether she would ever feel this way, she would have very confidently (or, to be blunt, egoistically) said that she’s the one who determines her future. How much she has changed in such a short time.

I initially looked back with a tinge of shame on how the younger version of me, with all her plans and pride used to think, but now I hold her with love because it was her steps that eventually lead me here.  

All the moments that brought me to this point — and continue to shape me — are ones I value deeply. Every experience is a blessing from the universe, even the painful ones. I truly believe everything happens for a reason, and I can only be strong in facing whatever comes my way, because the universe will never give me something it knows I can’t handle.

Even when it feels like my world is crashing down and my emotions get the best of me, I know I’ll bounce back because the universe will be there for me. And also… there’s no other choice, is there?

At the end of the day, I don’t know what the future holds — and I don’t need to. My only goal is to be fully present, right here, right now.

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